My Happy Place

What's up

Tue, 13 May 2008 15:19:44 GMT

Wow it's been awhile since I've posted anything. Sorry about that. ^_^; School tends to keep me very very busy, but now that I'm on vacation,(not to rub it in to those who still aren't, I feel for you guys ;_;) I've got a bit more time on my hands.

So let's see, as most of you probably know by now, I'm in a relationship. :O Le gasp I know, quite shocking, with Jeff. So far it's been going really well, I couldn't have asked for a better guy. ^_^

As far as school, the Design school is reaaaaally demanding but I can honestly say that I feel I have learned a ton and that it is very useful stuff. Grades have been A/B so I'm not complaining at all there.

Summer so far has been working on drawings and fun things for Animazement, which is in two weeks...so much left to do. I'm not giving away what I'm working on cause that would spoil the surprise, so if you're coming try and find the table I'll be at and you'll discover awesome goodies.

I think that's it for now. I hope everyone is doing well! ^_^

Recovering

Fri, 21 Dec 2007 19:52:44 GMT

Hello all its been ages since I last posted.

I just thought I'd let you all know that my surgery to remove my wisdom teeth went well and, although a little swollen, I am doing ok. Winter break has finally arrived and even though I loved my first semester in college I am most relieved to have a break. I managed to get all A's this semester, although you may not believe me, but I've never gotten ALL A's before! So I am really happy right now...ow I forgot it hurts to smile ^_^'.
I wish you all a happy break and a fun holiday time, and if I don't get to see you here's a hug from me to you. (> ^^)>

Everything and more

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 21:14:56 GMT

Ok so, to fill people in on life and stuff:

Prom was last weekend. I had a blast with you guys who went. The photo session was fun although we were tight for time. I didn't expect to have enjoyed myself as much as I did, which I guess is a plus ^_^! Sushi-Tsune was a really good dinner location, close by, not to expensive, and the food and people just made it all the more relaxing. Prom itself was wild. Dancing with our glowsticks, singing, the GRASS HOPPER DANCE XD, that was one good time I'll never forget. Even though I thought that last years decorations were better I found myself liking this years arrangment as well.

As for a different topic of discussion, as many of you know, I got into NC State's School of Design and will be majoring in Art and Design. Just wanted to let those of you who didn't know know...if that makes any sense. I'll still be living at home so it won't be a major change. Also, I won't forget all of you who will be still going to Enloe, I'll come and visit often I promise.

I guess thats it for now!
Love you peoples

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Sat, 02 Dec 2006 22:38:50 GMT

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Life in general

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 19:06:36 GMT

Sorry for not keeping you guys up to date on stuff, I figure you get more than your share of my life through Nat...thanks Natalia!
Anyway, if you didn't know, my great-grandmother past away 2 months ago and that was very painful but to make matters worse my aunt died the day after Thanksgiving, so you guys can imagine how festive Nat and I are feeling right now...not happy at ALL!!!
Now my cousin has no mother and my grandmother is feeling pretty down, with the loss of her mother and now daughter in law...sigh, things couldn't be worse I suppose. So if you could spare some time in your busy lives to just think on how lucky you are, no matter how miserable you might feel, just be glad that you've got parents no matter how bad they may be, just think about it and if you pray, pray for my cousin and us folks.
Thanks guys, you mean a lot to me.

P.S. sorry, I only seem to write when tragedy strikes...I should probably start writing before then, eh?

Color Quiz

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 16:00:27 GMT

Lalala color quiz, pretty accurate...

Your Existing Situation

Insecure. Seeks roots, stability, emotional security, and an environment providing greater ease and fewer problems.

Your Stress Sources

Wishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction, other than those which she imposes of herself or by her own choice and decision.

Your Restrained Characteristics

Feels she is receiving less than her share, but that she will have to conform and make the best of her situation.

Feels rather isolated and alone, but is too reserved to allow herself to form deep attachments. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.

Your Desired Objective

Intense, vital, and animated, taking a delight in action. Activity is directed towards success or conquest and there is a desire to live life to the fullest.

Your Actual Problem

Fights against restriction or limitation, and insists on developing freely as a result of her own efforts.

Greatgrandmother

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 21:35:09 GMT

Today my great grandmother past away. She was a wonderful person and I will never forget her. I remember that when I met her I was scared of her because she looked really old, I was only eight years old, you'll have to forgive me. But I soon came to love her and understand her good intentions.
Thank you all for supporting me through this hard time. For those who see me at school, if I look down its because of this. Again I thank you for all of your undying friendship, you are the best friends I have.

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 18:49:54 GMT

GRYFFINDOR:
[x] You've never done drugs.
[x] You have a lot of friends.
[x] You get along with everyone.
[ ] You haven't made fun of someone for at least two months.
[x] You love soccer.
[ ] You love baseball.
[x] You're into writing and art.
[ ] Favorite music genre is pop rock.
[x] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory.
[x] Abortion is wrong.
[x] The war against Iraq is unneeded.
[ ] One of your favorite colors is red or gold.
[x] Good grades at school.
[x] One of the worst things you can do is lie.
[x] You plan on going to college.

TOTAL: 11

HUFFLEPUFF:
[x] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[ ] You like to follow trends.
[x] Politics suck.
[x] You love to swim.
[ ] Water polo is awesome.
[x] Pink is one of your favorite colors.
[x] Black is morbid & depressing.
[ ] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist.
[ ] You're an optimist.
[ ] You're completely straight-edge.
[ ] You're very emotional.
[ ] Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your favorite music genre.
[ ] You don't believe in going steady at a young age.
[x] You've made fun of at least one person this week.

TOTAL: 7

RAVENCLAW:
[ ] You're depressed to a certain extent.
[x] You love to read.
[x] You appreciate theatre & arts.
[x] Sports suck.
[x] You're shy.
[ ] Bush is trying his hardest.
[x] You've been in love or are now.
[X] Hate is completely unneeded.
[ ] Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship.
[ ] indie is your favorite genre of music.
[x] Every once in a while you have little anger outbursts.
[ ] Lying is sometimes okay.
[ ] Red is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] Serious is better than funny.

TOTAL: 7

SLYTHERIN:
[ ] There's at least one person you hate.
[x] Basketball is a good sport.
[ ] Football is amazing.
[ ] Black is a cool color.
[x] You've lied about something serious.
[x] You're a very deep person.
[ ] You have considered suicide.
[ ] You are not very loyal.
[ ] You like heavy metal.
[ ] They make school seem more important than it is.
[ ] You're scared to grow up.
[ ] You've done drugs in the past month.
[ ] Anger is one of your primary feelings.
[x] You have trust issues.
[ ] Guilty until proven innocent.

TOTAL: 4

Hurray I'm a Griffindor!

For those who don't know

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 20:54:14 GMT

Yeah, I'm turning 18 soon... and for those who don't know, I'm having a party on Saturday! If you wan't details you can note me. So I'm happy about that but I'm really scared about something else.
If you've read Natalia's journal you know what it is, but if not here it is: My greatgrandmother is 94 years old and is at the hospital. She isn't doing to well and I'm afraid she might die. So if any of you pray...I ask that you do so for my greatgrandmother, her name is Adelina. My mother isn't taking the news very well, you see, my entire family lives in Brazil and so its hard for us to see each other very often. My mother has always helped out the family but because we are so far away it is hard for her to do anything, she feels helpless, as do I. I find her crying alot...and I hold her but it doesn't seem to help. I wish I could cry but I have to be strong for her. I hope greatgrandmother doesn't die, but if she does she'll be in a better place.
Thanks for listening to me.

The Debacle

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 20:39:28 GMT

So yesterday was The Debacle's first gig! We played at Lorna's party and didn't do toooo bad. I mean, our practice run came out better than the show but it was still an ok performance. I should probably memorise the songs and not strain my vocal cords...poor little vocal cords, I promise I won't hurt you! ^O^ So Hurray for our band not dying and surviving the surprisingly semi-empty party.

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 21:04:02 GMT

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What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)

Green
You have green eyes. Green is the color of balance. Your eyes symbolize your ever need to learn. Green brings peace and harmony into our lives, as you may be a very optimistic person. At times you may be placid, lethargic, lazy, and slow, to the point of becoming moody and depressed. You may also be apathetic and have a fear rejection. Do not feel bad though, for what you may lack, you can in your ability to heal and bring hope to people. Some words to describe you: growth, fertility, harmony, healing, refreshing, peaceful, contentment, satisfaction, confidence, prosperous, hopeful, lucky, and beautiful.

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Another quizzy thing!!!

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 18:19:31 GMT

"Almighty dolphin, clock, thing. Why am I here? What is my purpose?"-Spatula Madness

TO DO QUIZZES AND SURVEYS TILL I DIE.

Here we goo!!!

SEVEN qualities you need in a partner
1. Respects who I am.
2. Is somewhat intelligent
3. Can make me laugh. Alot. Xd
4. Will love me foreeeeever ^_^
5. Likes to do the same things I do
6. Likes to hug <3
7. ~_O (this is so dificult)

SEVEN things that scare me
1. Global warming
2. Spiders
3. When people creep up on me from be-hiiiind...<<
4. guns
5. Scary movies like the Exorcist and stuff...;___;
6. Being aloooone....;____;
7. surveys

SEVEN random songs of the moment
1. This is Halloween-Nightmare Before Christmas
2. Radio/Video-System of a Down
3. Roller Derby-The Debacle (XDDD)
4. Yoshime Battles the Pink Robots Pt 1-Flaming Lips
5. I am a Pioneer-Tenchi Muyo Soundtrack
6. Livin' in a City-Sonic Race soundtrack
7. The Pirate Song-Relient K

SEVEN things I like the most
1. my sister
2. drawing
3. Brasil
4. mah frieeends *huuug*
5. God!!!! I like God.
6. anime/manga
7. my baaaaaaaaaaaaand!!!!!

SEVEN important things in my bedroom
1. my FINALLY COMPLETED PORTFOLIO THINGY
2. my posterrrrs!!!
3. my bed
4. my stuffed animals which I shamelessly sleep with
5. my figurines
6. my photoooos
7. mah flower.

SEVEN random facts about me
1. I can be possesive and not so fuzzy with my sister.
2. I do not like to talk on the phone, nor on any other electric appliance.
3. I don't think underwear is the most important thing in my room.
4. I SING in a BAND called the DEBACLE which is AWESOME.
5. I like to take pictures of my cute fuzzy little sister fluffiness. (Nat: OBJECTION!!! Thais: OVERRULED!!! Nat: Hey, you're not the judge!!! DX)
6. I am almost leeegal.
7. I used to wear glasses once...when I was an inferior being.

SEVEN things I plan to do before I die
1. Be the BEST big sister in the world. (Nat: aaaaww....*HUG*)
2. To help REALLY LARGE AMOUNTS of people.
3. To illustrate for a living. ^o^
4. I want no land, father...I just want TO SIIIING...*GUNN'D*
5. Meet Johnny Depp!!! XDDDD
6. Be a role model and an inspiration for peoples around me! (hopefully...<<)
7. END THIS SURVEY.

SEVEN things I say the most
1. Fuzzy Nana!!!!! *insurmountable amounts of hugs directed towards sister*
2. Indeed.
3. Deal with it.
4. ...yes? (in a really annoyed tone)
5. Nana-chaaaaaaaaaan!!!!!!
6. That's stupid.
7. CHICKEN!!!

Personality quiz

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 17:47:37 GMT

(DEEP PERSONALITY TEST) This isn't an ordinary test, it get's beneath the skin of who you are! ~Wicked pix!~

You can't see what's wrongWhat I've been hiding all alongBroken by your waysI fear living one more dayAlways on the bright side of things. A happy-go-lucky as some may say about you. But are you really that happy? Maybe something's missing? It's great that you have that positive outlook on life and it cheers others around you up, but most likely you are probably struggling with yourself. What do you want out of life? Is what you have really ever enough? What will become of you and everyone else you know and love? These could quite possibly be just a few of the questions you ask yourself in the waging war within yourself that you are determined to win. You seem to be unsure of yourself at times and are a very curious person, always wanting to know this and that. Asking questions and all. You are deffinately a wonderer and very mischevious. On the outside you appear normal and happy like anyone else, but on the inside the battle still continues as you try to find out how you can move on in life without knowing for sure what will happen the next day. Situations that have a large impact and emotional affect most likely are your weakness. As long as the people around you are happy then so are you, but it seems that your world comes crashing down when you are pinned and accused or some other stressful incident such as that.Philosophy: "I seem to hold this smile and pass it on to others, but the constant war of wonder continues to rage within me."
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Fri, 14 Jul 2006 01:06:29 GMT

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	× I don't watch much TV these days.	✓ I own lots of books.
× I wear glasses or contact lenses. (Used to, don't anymore!)	× I love to play video games.	× I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
× I curse sometimes. (Haha...no)	× I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (not toooo much)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

* * * * *

× I have broken someone's bones.	× I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain. (who hates the rain???)
✓ I'm paranoid at times. (Well...more like concerned)	× I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.	✓ I need/want money right now. (Dude...who doesn't)
× I love sushi. (I know I'm Co-pres of J-Club but I don't love sushi)	× I talk really, really fast.	× I have fresh breath in the morning. (...)
× I have long hair. (Use to)	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling.
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (A wig to Animazement!)	✓ I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (Still do)
✓ I like the way that I look. (Sure, but theres always improvement)	× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.	✓ I am usually pessimistic.
✓ I have a lot of mood swings. (Yep)	× I think prostitution should be legalized.	× I slept with a roommate. (I had a roommate at camp but thats about it)
× I have a hidden talent.	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	✓ I have a lot of friends.
× I have pecked someone of the same sex. (sigh)	× I enjoy talking on the phone. (NO)	× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop.	× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (I love my mommy)
× I have a mobile phone. (nope)	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.	× I've rejected someone before. (I don't think I'm capable)
✓ I currently like/love someone. (yeah yeah the world probably knows this one...)	× I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.	✓ I want to have children in the future.
× I have changed a diaper before.	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	× I'm not allergic to anything. (O boy, I'm allergic to everything)
✓ I have a lot to learn.	✓ I am shy around the opposite sex.	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
× I have at least 5 away messages saved.	× I have tried alcohol or drugs before.	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie.	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	× I enjoy some country music.
✓ I would die for my best friends. (You know it)	✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	✓ I am happy at this moment.
× I'm obsessed with guys.	✓ Democrat.	× Republican.
× I don't even know what I am.	× I am punk rockish.	× I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (I can go for anyone who seems right for me)
× I study for tests most of the time. (Aha you thought I would mark this didn't you)	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.	× I can work on a car.
× I love my job(s).	✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now.	× I have more than just my ears pierced.
× I walk barefoot wherever I can.	× I have jumped off a bridge.	✓ I love sea turtles.
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.	✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	× I am proficient on a musical instrument.
× I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.	× I am adopted.
× I am a pyro.	× I have thrown up from crying too much.	× I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. (Not intentionally)
× I fall for the worst people.	× I adore bright colours.	× I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.	× I can pick up things with my toes.	✓ I can't whistle.
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse. (maybe once or twice when I was little...okay younger)	× I still have every journal I've ever written in.	× I talk in my sleep.
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.	✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.	× I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo.	× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.	× I am a caffeine junkie.
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (No Way)	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	✓ I'm an artist. (You bet)	× I am ambidextrous.
✓ I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. (Yes I must admit to it)	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	× I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes.	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
✓ I have lived in either three different states or countries.	× I am extremely flexible.	✓ I love hugs more than kisses. (Thats because I've never been kissed before)
✓ I want to own my own business.	× I smoke.	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal. (On the contrary, many people say I'm normal)	× Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
× I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.	× I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds. (no but i see myself that way)
× I have played strip poker with someone else before.	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	× I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
✓ I can't stand being alone.	× I have at least one obsession at any given time.	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.	× I'm a judgmental asshole.	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
✓ I have travelled on more than one continent.	× I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (I love my daddy)	× I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. (Sometimes)
× I am a Libertarian.	✓ I can speak more than one language. (English, Portuguese, and Spanish)	× I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be. (If theres noise I'm awake)
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	× I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
× I have no piercings.	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	× There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	× I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	✓ The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.	× I have hit someone with a dead fish.
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	× I dislike milk.	× I obsessively wash my hands.
× I always carry something significant around with me.	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	✓ I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	× I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. (Sometimes)	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	✓ I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. (They have their reasons)	× I don't like to chew gum.
✓ I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. (I like history)	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.	✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	✓ I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	× I have a custom-built computer.	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. (not answering this question)
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	✓ I've performed in three plays.
× I enjoy burritos.	× I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin! (Sometimes I wonder about that...)	✓ Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	✓ Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
✓ I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day.	× I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
× I need more time to myself.	✓ I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
× I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	× I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	× I love playing Truth or Dare. (...)	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	✓ I think this survey is particularly long. (nod)
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. (you are my real life friends)	× I can only hate someone that I love. (I don't hate people)	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.

AP and stuff

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 00:43:03 GMT

So my AP tests came today:
English: 3
Environmental Science: 4
I have nooooo idea how I did better in Enviro cause that class was hard. Anyway I'm pleased!
Also a friend of mine from my bus whom I haven't seen in a long long long time came to my house today. We went to my pool and watched a movie and just simply hung out. It was good just to talk about things and enjoy the moment. Consecuently I missed band practice...I hope they don't mind toooooo much.

My very 1st Happy Journal

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 16:54:35 GMT

Hello all!!!! I am Nat, writing in the form of Thais, for she is quite incapable of writing a journal entry herself. Therefore, I am here to instruct her in the ways of the peaches. So for once in your lifetime, I give you full permission to pretend I am her.

HELLO EVERYBODEEEEE!!! ^_^_^_^_^_^ I AM THAISSY-CHAN!!!!! <333333333 LOLOLOLOLOLOLZORZ!!!! I AM CUTESY FARTSY FLUFFYFACE!!! AND I SPREAD JOY TO ALL I SEE!!! I love skydiving, don't you???? XDDDDDD HAVE A COOKIE!!!

The End.

Thais: What?!